Srsly. I want flash. I want to animate again.

Someone must seriously hate me. D: $651.24? What the fruitcakes? D:
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My Jack and Sally pumpkin is rotting where the stupid contest people hit it and broke all the paint. None of the rest of it is, and none of the other pumpkins are, it's just that one part. xD It's funneh.


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3libras-A Perfect Circle
[link]

I threw you the obvious
and you flew with it on your back
a name
in your recollection
down among a million same

difficult not to feel a little bit
disappointed and passed over
when I look right through
I see you naked but oblivious

and you don't see me

but I threw you the obvious
just to see if there's more behind the
eyes of a fallen angel
eyes of a tragedy

here I am expecting just a little bit
too much from the wounded
but I see, see through it all
see through
see you

'cause I threw you the obvious
to see what occurs behind the
eyes of a fallen angel
eyes of a tragedy

oh well
oh well
apparently nothing
apparently nothing at all

you don't
you don't
you don't see me

you don't
you don't
you don't see me

you don't
you don't
you don't see me

you don't
you don't
you don't see me

you don't
see me

you don't
you don't
you don't see me at all

Where you just wanna dissappear. Yup.




It's just been one of those horrible days you'd like to forget. I'm still sick from a few days ago (I've had a fever for a few days) So my mom said I need to go lie down.

Gosh I'm tired, I can barely see. Ick.



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Loser-3doors down
[link]

Breathe in right away,
Nothing seems to fill this place
I need this every time,
Take your lies get off my case
Some day I will find,
A love that flows through me like this
This will fall away, this will fall away

(Chorus)
You're getting closer, to pushing me
Off of life's little edge
Cause I'm a loser
And sooner or later you know I'll be dead
You're getting closer, you're holding
The rope and taking the fall
Cause I'm a loser, I'm a loser, yeah

This is getting old,
I can't break these chains that I hold
My body's growing cold,
There's nothing left of this mind or my soul
Addiction needs a pacifier,
The buzz of this poison is taking me higher
This will fall away, this will fall away

You're getting closer, to pushing me
Off of life's little edge
Cause I'm a loser
And sooner or later you know I'll be dead
You're getting closer, you're holding
The rope and I'm taking the fall
Cause I'm a loser
Well I'm a loser

You're getting closer,
To pushing me off of life's little edge
Cause I'm a loser
And sooner or later you know I'll be dead
You're getting closer,
You're holding the rope and I'm taking the fall
Cause I'm a loser

You're getting closer,
To pushing me off of life's little edge
Cause I'm a loser
And sooner or later you know I'll be dead
You're getting closer,
You're holding the rope and I'm taking the fall
Cause I'm a loser

I've still got a few requests I need to fill. but I have some things I'd like to do too. I'd like to:

-Color my Eris pic (Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy)
-Finish my robot pic
-Do some Howl's moving castle pics.
-A couple other things if I get around to them.


But about mid month I need to start working on my devart christmas prezzies. Whoo. Several people are on my list to get them this year, and it'll take a while to get them all done. Then after that I can go back to doing the other stuff.
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I finished Howl's Moving Castle. I like the Miyazaki (Studio Ghibli) Film, but the book is at least 10x better. Srsly. Read it.
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Wraith pinned to the mist, and other games-Of Montreal

[link] p5V1C5ge5f4 (remove space between equals and P please)

Let’s have bizarre celebrations
Let’s forget who forget what forget where
We’ll have bizarre celebrations
I’ll play the Satyr in Cypris you the bride being stripped bare(bare)

Let’s pretend we don’t exist
Let’s pretend we’re in Antarctica
Let's pretend we don’t exist
Let’s pretend we’re in Antarctica(ah-ah-ahh)

Let’s have bizarre celebrations
Lets forget when forget what forget how
We’ll have bizarre celebrations
We’ll play Tristan and Izolde but make sure I see white sails (sails)

Let’s pretend we don’t exist
Let’s pretend we’re in Antarctica
Let's pretend we don’t exist
Let’s pretend we’re in Antarctica(ah-ah-ahh)

Maybe I’ll never die I’ll just keep growing younger with you
And you’ll grow younger too
Now it seems too lovely to be true
But I know the best things always do

Let’s pretend we don’t exist
Let’s pretend we’re in Antarctica
Let's pretend we don’t exist
Let’s pretend we’re in Antartica
Let’s pretend we don’t exist
Let’s pretend we’re in Antartica
Let's pretend we don’t exist
Let’s pretend we’re in Antarctica
Let’s pretend we don’t exist
Let’s pretend we’re in Antarctica
Let's pretend we don’t exist
Let’s pretend we’re in Antarctica
Let’s pretend we don’t exist
Let’s pretend we’re in Antarctica
Let's pretend we don’t exist

There was quite a bit to this wonderfully horrible day, but I don't feel like elaborating. This is just some of the shaz today.


Today was Ray's birthday and she was throwing a fit because some boy she likes didn't say happy birthday, and everyone catered to her as usual. Lovely. No one shut up about it all day.

Staph has officially infected our school. Niiice.

Today has just been one of those days that you can't even focus on your work because none of the preppies in the row next to you will shut up because my friend thinks he has the staph...I wanted to shoves some pencils in people's head so bad. They never shut up. >>;


Uhh, anyway. Something fun happened today, they had the videogames out for christmas at walmart and they had the rockstar game out. SO I got to play drums to Epic-Faith no More, Vaseline-STP, In Bloom-Nirvana, and Black Hole Sun-Soundgarden. I couldn't believe they had such good songs on the demo. >>; Anyway, it was my first time playing a game like that...and on my first try I scored a 75 % . I'd say that's pretty good for a first try. It was so much fun. Except people kept stopping to watch me and they were talking about my playing there and it made me nervous so I kept messing up. xD

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Okay time for my big rant.

CHRISTMAS.

I don't like Christmas. Why does it have to come? DDDDDD:
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Anyway, I started a painting today, I wish I could finish it, but I gotta go do a DNA model for school. see ya laters.


The Grudge-Tool

My weird nightmares are coming back. Darn my lucid sleep. Oh well, at least I have good ability to get out of things in my dreams...Can't say that for everyone else in them. Sorry everyone, in my dream, who were cut in half, were in a fiery explody train wreck, smashed by something that fell off a building, shot by a policeman who made a mistake, *continues the list, then gets tired and falls asleep again*
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The docs called and said they can't do anything about my sickness, they gave me these stupid pills that I can only take one fourth of and its supposed to cause me to fall asleep. Niiice.
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There's a stupid play today, and it's 2 dollars, then you don't even get to see the whole thing. Forget that. I'm taking study hall.
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I just noticed, I haven't been posting lyrics to my songs lately *is a dork sometimes* >>; Sorreh.


The Red-Chevelle
[link]




Lyrics for: The Red

they say freak
when you're singled out
the red
well it filters through

so lay down
the threat is real
when his sight
goes red again

seeing red again
seeing red again

this change
he won't contain
slip away
to clear your mind
When asked
What made it show?
The truth
He gives into most

so lay down
the threat is real
when his sight
goes red again

so lay down
the threat is real
when his sight
goes red again

so lay down
the threat is real
when his sight
goes red again

seeing red again
seeing red again
seeing red again
seeing red again
seeing red again
seeing red again
seeing red again
seeing red......

they say freak
when you're singled out
the red
it filters through